hello there blog..Ü
i haven't blogged in a super long time and i really have loads of topics and stuff to share, sow..
you better get ready for this.
question:
is what you really want in front of you.. or just walking around?
well.. i realized this.. february 5, xavier fair. i was sitting down looking at my crush, it was major man, i swear, then i sat down in the monobloc chair somewhere in the back, i think i was sitting beside magtoto who looked sad and he had a backpack which was on top of him, then i looked around, seeing frances and marSian get back together [they are super super cute], i remebered the saying, "what you really want is just in front of you", then i suddenly realized..
is what people really wanted walking around.. or is it the one in front of them?
it is very wierd, i know, but then. i don't know. i guess, it's just me and my wierdest thoughts.. again. i guess most of the things are really in front of you it's just very hard to see it. but what i they are not, what if sumthin else behind it was in there.. running, jumping, or even.. being wierd around what you thought was in front of you? i have carzy thoughts inside my head, and honey, it's still the same.
anyways.. aren't you sow amazed wit avatars?. my avatar's name is bob and his birthday is on september 28. i don't know why. but my avatar is verrry cute. i have athing for my avatar, i made it a guy, obviously. anyways, it is sow amazing how people can be so smart to actually create those things. i mean, without the avatars, i wouldn't even have a topic right now..
now i wonder:
did an avatar ever save a person's life or made an impact on someone so big it changed them drastically?
well.. whatever.. let us talk about love..Ü
yay!Ü
yay!Ü
and more yay!Ü
you know sumtimes, you think you'll never ever find someone anymore after a heartbreak? i am now telling you, there is hope my friend!Ü when God closes a door he opens a window!Ü anyways.. everyone thinks a person is just.. there. like, even if you're so close to them, they don't know shit about you, really.. but deep inside, in your own world, there is sumthin, someoen that's there who is loving you and you are starting to have strong feelings for, but you're just very scared to get that heart of yours broken.. again. but follow frances policarpio's advice..
if it makes you happy, go for it.Ü
it is also better if like older batch, right? different schools?Ü hehe and everytime you go to mcdo, you're there together eating kingcone or sumthin, it feels so great, but there's still sumthin wrong and you're dying to know what it is.
but even so, you still have no fuckin idea.
think big.
i am going to do sumthin brave now people.. i am going to admit [you know who you are] it to you..
to see you when I wake up,
is a gift i didn't think could be Real
to know that you fEel the same,
As i do, is a three-foLd utopian
dream you do something to me
that i can't expLain So would i be
out of line, if i said i miss You. i
see your picture, i smelL your
skin on, the empty pillow next to
mIne you have only been gone
ten days, but already i am wasting
away i know i'll see you again
whether far or soon but i need you
to Know, that i carE and i miss
YOU.
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ewaaan.. basta.. tomorrow is my dad's birthday!Ü yay! metrowalk!! not yay! haha! whatever.. arighty.. bye now..Ü 
